WHY + My Mommy's Birthday

WHY AM I HAVING THIS FEELING ?! K DIA TAK ONLINE. AND AKU ASYIK TENGOK CHAT LIST, APA PASAL DIA TAK ONLINE. AHHHH . AND APA PASAL AKU CARE . WHY WHY WHY? I HOPE AM NOT HOPING FOR SOMETHING IMPOSSIBLE y'know what I mean ==' Ok bye!! I only love that Miss Handsome ok ok ok ok stop thinking about that takkan-online person. Ok Ok ? 


K If you read those words in red, erase them from your mind. Those are my mind talks. I don't even know whyyyyyyyyy I got this feeling >//<



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Happy Birthday to this pretty girl below:
Edited. Mommy, LOOK! I erase your jerawat :P

She's so dang pretty and cute and gorgeous and beautiful and comes up with a set of a perfect girl.
Kays.
She's my friend. My dearest friend. One of the besties I've ever had.
And more than that, she's my so-called-mom which I prefer to call "Mommy" a.k.a Mommy S G, representing Mommy Sarah Gorgeous.

And know what? 5th December is the date when she was out of her mom's stomach to see the world and to see me. LOL. K. I love to joke and laugh over my own joke which sometimes people who hear will not laugh at.
And alhamdulillah, Allah gives her chance to breath till now, that she gotta know me last year. And be my friend this year, be my seatmate, be my Mommy, be my gorgeous friend, be my model for everytime I bring my camera to school(LOL), and be my........................... be the subject for my post this time ;)

K mommy SG,
Firstly, I love you wokkeh? I did soooo many wrongs to you but you neglect them all. You keep being by my side, supporting me, helping me with Geography, Sejarah and such. Remember when I accidentally hit your head with kerja kayu? But you laughed and there's a thing you don't know - I was crying deep in my heart. I was like " OMG! Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that I was too excited over something and hit you. You did not and do not deserve that painful hit. Seriously, I am sorry to earth. ._.
That was one of my mistakes. Another one............. I messed up our Sivik project. You know.. that pendrive case ==' And I can see how upset you and the others were and again, something y'guys did not and do not know till this point is - I wasn't only upset, but depressed, feeling like going to die for troubling people just because of this stupid forgetful mind of mine. Again, I'm sorry ._.
Thirdly, I know how stupid this might sound, but I used to ask your secrets. No, I didn't ask like "Sarah, apa pasal kau blablabla" but I said sth like, "Sarah, I wonder kan. Kau haritu ada blablabla" and you answered me and slowly revealed your secrets. Waaaa, such a bad friend I am. K sorry for asking too much secrets of yours. For the third time, I'm sorry ._.
K these aren't only the mistakes I'd made. There're many else, but I forgot. Bad me =='


Hopes & Wishes:
I wish your wishes come true, someday, somehow, somewhere, sometimes and whatever some should be there.
I wish we can be bestfriends next year, next next year and the next next next next next next next till the last point of next.
I wish you can stay by my side, still and forebahhh.
I wish you will trust me more after this, yeah. Y'know me, if I got some curiousness about you, I'll ask you straight away ;)
I wish....... you'll never hate me for my imperfection, which is sooooo opposite of you.
I wish you forgive my mistakes towards you, which are so so so so so many and so many and so much and so many . K , I'm sorry , for the fourth time.
I wish Allah blesses our friendship :)
And lastly....... I wish you'll forget about me, being crazy over that muallap. LOL. That was just so stupid. XD


Mommmmmyyyyyy, sorry for bringing up those bitter mistakes and pains ><
Well, just wanna say sorry. I have and had never and will never intend to hurt you, AT ALL . Trust me^^




Closing:
I LOVE YOU, MOMMY SG!
HAVE A BLAST ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, KAY?
BE HAPPY ! DO NOT EVER BE EMO WHEN YOU'RE WITH ME! I HATE TO SEE THAAAAAAT EMO FACE OF YOURS. NOT CUTE, UGLY BUGLY AND NOT GORGEOUS AT ALL :P LOL JK. YOU'RE ALWAYS GORGEOUS ;)


p/s: This is the reason why I don't wish your birthday on your fb wall. There're so many things I gotta say. Well, my mouth can't be shut once it starts to talk. XD

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